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there's nothing I could do about it.

I live in a very nice small town 20 km away from Moscow city, Russia.
Today Russian president confirmed and signed a project according to which a large area of Moscow region including our science-town would be included into Moscow-city officially.
That sucks.
I feel like Mohamed in the saying "If a mountain not coming to Mohamed, then Mohamed goes to mountain".
Except that this particular mountain (Moscow) comes to me by itself this time.
Not only the country I was born in doesn't exist anymore,
but my hometown ceases to exist as well.
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I broke my left arm near the wrist today.
Fell on the roller skates.
The break is closed and not shifted.
It's the best possible variant of breaking something in the body.
I have to wear a cast for a month and I'm typing with one hand.
So inconvenient!
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I gtalked with rznbloodrose last night and it reminded me of an unbelievable luck story connected with my old comp.

It was bought in September 2002 in Thailand. My BF and I went there on an all paid trip to install the software we had developed at our customer's office. But when we came at place there were a lot of last minute enhancements that they wanted to add to our program. We needed a fast comp for our development software to install in order to be able to make changes and test them. But they didn't have such comp available and my BF and local system administrator went to their local hardware supplier to choose the necessary details for the comp we needed. We were waiting for them the whole day to return. My BF had a ball choosing... The firm was paying and he wanted the best. And he got whatever his heart desired.

the rest of the story )
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There are some funny stories behind my nick. But in short this nick was born when I was a teenager. It was a private joke between me and my best friend in school. Natkin Nat means (said in Russian) that Nat (that is my first name variation) belongs to Natka (that is also my first name variation). So it's something like "me being me, my own person".


Feb. 13th, 2011 05:11 am
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It was never a question to me that I'm sexually attracted to men and not women. I'm straight as a woman could only be.
I've never wanted to kiss a woman in my life, I'm positive about it.

But when it comes to that feeling that excites and pulls humans together, this chemistry that just there and nowhere to get away from it then. I can remember the last time I've had it with a woman.

She was a little older, had a husband and a daughter and a lover... So we were in hospital together with quite many other women in the room. When this need of physical nearness got really bad she got into my bed beside me (we both fully clothed) and we enjoyed the fluctuations of flow circulation through our bodies. And then this was done, the need subsided and never came back that bad again, though we didn't see each other much later anyway but I have a vivid memory of her.

I remembered about this looking through Randy Harrison and Gale Harold together photos in the Internet. Gale is straight and all, but the chemistry is there, no doubt. I'm not sure how it works with men. But I know that anyone I have this thing with is a special person in my inner life, no matter how long or short our time together was and no matter if we even kissed. It worked this way since I was a kid, I like a person or not based on this feeling within, and the stronger the feeling was the more I liked (was attracted to) the person.

So there they are the invisible strings of life attached to everyone, energy lines, karma, I don't know, whatever it is called, it is quite physical, though invisible.


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