Mar. 1st, 2011

natkinnat: (life so hard)
The things we put our faith in own us. But it feels a lot worse when the things that own us are not believed in.

You should never have that kind of faith in people, they’ll always let you down.
natkinnat: (mommy)

There's a decision made that gives away all what we are inside to support somebody we love unconditionally. In this case the decision is made because of the need to be supported from the object of unconditional love. That's a quote from a fic, that very well describes this moment of taking a fateful decision:

"He’s going to take up all of my love, and I’m going to give him all of my love no matter what,"  a thought came with such fierceness, a promise or perhaps a challenge to all those bastards who had done this to him, hurt him without him deserving any of it.

But the decision can come as a reaction to a repeated fascination with somebody, when time after time something divine keeps touching our soul through that somebody's words, behavior, looks, feel... When somebody conquers our love and devotion maybe even without being aware of it happening.

This kind of love is a total surrender of self in a total manifestation of love and perhaps it's the purest one a human heart is capable of.
natkinnat: (dream catcher)
There are many parts of us, and we can choose which ones we are.

I've talk to a woman that can see the invisible world of "creatures that have no physical embodiment" but influence our thoughts and  feelings majorly. She said that it is a real raging battle going on in the invisible world for each of human being's soul. Because those who attract our attention and whom we choose to live with exist in this reality through us because we support them.
natkinnat: (Just-In)
That's kinda of love that never finds manifestation in real world.

I've been trying to find words to express my tender feelings toward someone who was not available for me and I had to bear this in mind in our email letters. I just wanted to say something caring without breaking the border line of being friends. And the words I've come up with were "Please, take a good care of yourself".  Time passed by, my feelings developed and there was a moment when we had been on a trip together by a coincidence. And the last words that he said to me when we'd parted were "Take care of  yourself" and we hugged.
There's an irony in this phrase for me since then.
Just like the most tender words that can never break the border line.

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